Didn't manage to save my password - I lost my account?

Hey everyone. I'm new to steemit but didn't manage to save my password.
I actually did have it on a notepad file but something seemed to have gone wrong and it didn't save.

This is a pity because I was just about to be ready to get started on my steemit journey.
I know my account is "new" so it doesn't matter, but this username is very dear to me so if possible I'd like to keep it.

Is this possible? Or not?

Thanks!