Depression And Never Ending Guilt: The Problem (6)
Frank Mir said: "You know what the true definition of hell is? It's when you die, you get to meet the person you could have been"
That's exactly what I used to feel; that I could have been a completely different person; at a certain point I knew what exactly was preventing me from being the best version of myself.
If something bad happened to you, you might feel sad and upset, but if your whole life is going wrong, you'd probably feel depressed.
Depression is linked to porn addiction in so many ways, it's a byproduct of feeling powerless, losing control, and feeling disabled all the time.
To me, depression was knowing I could be a successful person, I could have a bright career, I could have a completely different life, a better one, but that my addiction is the only barrier I have.
Powerlessness is the greatest driver of depression, and guilt is the other part of the equation; guilt eats your soul, and you'd find yourself constantly beating yourself up without changing anything.
It's a closed loop, you jerk off, you start beating yourself up for doing so, and you promise yourself you'll never do it again, you break your promise after a couple of hours, then back again to beating yourself up.
Coco Chanel said: "Guilt is perhaps the most painful companion of death"
As I said; it eats your soul, and you can never live an emotionally stable life with this constant guilt, and depression.
You still have a chance, to quit and regain your life, and we'll discuss how exactly you can do this during the the third section
