Oh, I get it now. I have tried many times to articulate the feeling of stuck in a place, or the depravity of desire. But whenever I do it, feels to me as bloated in case of writing. I try to focus on the aspects other than internal monologue. So any person can get out of it, what they want. I don't like the endings at all. So as I get to them, they get rushed.
Poems are good in this regard, you can dish out without the need to provide an ending.