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Thanks, yeah, many people doesn't realize that having a normal health or just close to it is already an immeasurable gift that to some people like me is like a dream to have and experience. Having a normal appetite, strength, an ability to sleep for about 8 hours straight and waking up feeling refreshed, able to walk and go someplace for a leisure walk, go buy groceries, meet a friend/friends and have a talk/activities, go for a short vacation, marry and make a family, play sports, all that normal and able people does, and not being subjected to pain and medical uncertainty are now just more than distant dreams for me to experience because these things are taken away from me right from the start.

However all these things are just temporary and will also go away and that is what I believe as a Christian and we are taught to aim for the eternal life with God which is the real life free from sorrow, pain, tears, worries and all the negativity that we experience here on earth as even the ray of the Sun sometimes hurts us plus the reality that we have to survive this concrete jungle as I describe life and only those that chose to fight can always get a glimmer of hope for what they want to get may it be carnal or divine although sometimes at some point we can never get all that we want.