Hello, @samima1, I found this sincere and touching Steem Retrogames experience very pleasant to read. In your post there is so much reality and peacefulness, as if you are talking to yourself. I also appreciate the fact that you described how you picked up your phone after a typical day to have some peace of mind rather than to get big scores. I could really relate to that section.

Your attitude towards the release of your mindset was strong. You have already acknowledged the fact that you cannot easily score 1500 or 2000, but you still take a seat to play every time. A figure of 1000 in the past and 671 to-day may be small to some, but I well know the rationale in it to you. I can even feel the tension, when you told me about the fear and silent excitement when you crossed 600.

The greatest thing I learned in your post, samima1, is that it is not about numbers, but not giving up. I like the fact that you mentioned that the effort that is in the present is more an asset than a big win. This teaches me that patience, honesty with oneself, and turning up to work tomorrow brings one growth.