Today's game feeling.

When I started today's game, my mind was a little hesitant and it was a familiar game and familiar environment like every day. Yet every time I sat down to play, a different kind of excitement worked inside me and today was no exception. As soon as the game started, I understood that it was possible to do something good only if I could maintain my attention. In the first few minutes, my hand-eye coordination was working properly and I was able to react to the speed of the ball in a timely manner. Gradually, my confidence was growing and I felt that today I might be able to surpass my previous performance. And in the middle of the game, the pressure increased a little and as the score increased, the fear of making a mistake also increased and a little carelessness meant it was all over.

And amidst this pressure, I tried to keep myself calm and was patient with every move and didn't rush unnecessarily and sometimes I felt like if I had done a little better, my score could have gone up even more and yet I tried to play within my limits and this is where the game teaches me the most patience and self-control and finally when the Game Over screen appeared I saw the score 1529 and seeing the number I had a little mixed feelings at first and on one hand I felt happy because it wasn't a bad score at all.

And I felt proud to see my name on the list of today's best scores and on the other hand I felt that if I made a little less mistakes, I could have gone higher and if it was a little more, it would have been better. This feeling might bring me back to the game again and again and seeing my name, time and score together on the scoreboard means not just a number but the whole story of the game behind it and in today's game I understood that every opportunity, be it free play or token play, is a learning opportunity and in some previous free plays the score was low, somewhere 1340, somewhere 1270 and somewhere 1460. Comparing them with today's 1529, it is clear that the improvement is gradual and this improvement does not come suddenly, but through small efforts every day.

And today's game gave me a new motivation. Maybe the record wasn't broken today, maybe the best score wasn't reached, but my position has become stronger and I know that if I sit down to play again tomorrow, today's experience will be useful and where to be patient and where to focus a little more. All these are lessons learned from today's game and overall, the feeling of satisfaction of today's game is not completely perfect, but my confidence in myself has increased and this game is not just entertainment. It is a habit and a challenge for me and my own fight with myself and today I didn't lose in that fight, I didn't win completely, but I took a step forward and that is the biggest achievement of today.

Thank you everyone for reading my post.

@baizid123