It's justifiable that teachers who put in long hours are tired. Therefore, weekends, can be your time to recharge and have fun. It is a very pleasing thing not only to see but also to know you manage to do the cleaning, meal prep, and self-care. The picture you painted of the weekend on which you were loafing is the exact one that I picture for such an event—a picnic or just relax. I wonder when that day will come, and you will be carefree about the ​‍​‌‍​‍‌work!