StoffweXel 23 - 7 JAHRE PECH/ 7 YEARS OF BAD LUCK (german alternative Rap)

Hello dear people,
i would like to introduce you to my latest song "7 Jahre Pech" (7 years of bad luck).
It's a mix of styles of German rap and a little bit of alternative influences.
I deal with my difficult situation and the depression that accompanies me in these times.
I would like to inform you that I will publish my music on Steemit and Hive in the future.
I know that here you have the feeling that you have to choose either side, but I have decided for myself that, as an unsuccessful artist, since this year I have to live in early retirement, I cannot afford to go To get involved in the fundamental struggle in the field of blockchain-based social media platforms.
For me it's about spreading my music as widely as possible and I hope you can understand that. If not, I've at least told you about it.
But now I wish you a lot of fun with my new song and here I still have the translation for you:

Maybe I can't love myself
but in the end I was real
I smash this mirror
what are 7 years of bad luck
this life gave me everything
but was it really fair
because in the end there is nothing left
what are 7 years of bad luck

is that the end of the line? have i already arrived?
deep down, far worse than ever thought
Is this the life that I wished for so much?
because i fertilized every bad seed with devotion

And by that I mean that I each of my mistakes
I've ever lived, twisted the subject so badly
that it fits my schedule until i woke up and again
just wanted to die because I was almost completely served

all alone and mostly in full possession of the senses
I prepared myself until I fully notice I'm crazy
And I can't even say that it's not fair
sometimes a fair game seems so disgusting and ugly

but whoever flies close to the sun can burn miserably
and I would have enough experience to recognize that myself
but the greed for everything that briefly makes you happy often seems stronger
Than knowing that this was never worth it

Maybe I can't love myself
but in the end I was real
I smash this mirror
what are 7 years of bad luck
this life gave me everything
but was it really fair
because in the end there is nothing left
what are 7 years of bad luck

to write a few meaningless lines
is and remains the reason for me to stay a while longer
because in this way to share my suffering and to show my failure
makes it easier to avoid this thing between us

and maybe I've come to terms
With the fact that I can't do it and I no longer lie awake for hours
maybe I don't notice it again
but looking at my shitty life, what are seven years of bad luck?

Maybe I can't love myself
but in the end I was real
I smash this mirror
what are 7 years of bad luck
this life gave me everything
but was it really fair
because in the end there is nothing left
what are 7 years of bad luck

(DE)
Hallo liebe Leute,
Ich melde mich hier noch einmal mit meinem neuesten Song "7 Jahre Pech" (7 years of bad luck).
Es ist ein Stilmix aus deutschem Rap und ein wenig alternativen Einflüssen.
Ich verarbeite darin meine schwierige Situation und die Depression die mich in diesen Zeiten begleitet.
Ich möchte euch hier noch mitteilen, dass ich meine Musik in Zukunft auf Steemit und ebenso Hive veröffentlichen werde.
Ich weiß, dass man hier ein wenig das Gefühl hat, man müsste sich für irgendeine Seite entscheiden, aber ich habe für mich beschlossen, dass ich es mir als erflogsloser Künster, nun seit diesem Jahr in Frührente leben muss, nicht leisten kann mich auf den Grundsatzkampf im Bereich der Blockchain basierten Social Media Plattformen einzulassen.
Für mich geht es darum meine Musik möglichst weit zu verbreiten und ich hoffe ihr könnt das verstehen. Falls nicht, habe ich es euch hiermit zumindest mitgeteilt.
Ich danke euch für die Aufmerksamkeit :)