I will always write you ruthlessly

I will always write you ruthlessly.
I will not tell anyone about your indifference, your bad behavior, but I will always call you cruel without hesitation when anyone asks. Some wounds can never be paid with words. You cannot cure some sorrows. Even the patience of a lifetime bears no fruit. My losses cannot be cured. You cannot even make up for your shortcomings. 💔🥀

I am very lonely, tired. I do not feel familiar with anyone in this world of billions of people. It seems that all faces are strangers. I have lost my way somewhere. I have no destination. I do not even have a path. I do not know what I am doing with myself. Where will I take myself? All I know is that I am very tired. I want peace from myself, from people, from relationships, from my own breath. 🖤🙂

"I don't know why when love fades, when it is separated, it leaves behind happy memories. The heart is always in the same tune that he will meet us, he will want our company again, although the paths of separation are very long. Those who leave never come back, why would someone who had to meet, leave? 🙂

I tried very hard to forget you, kept myself busy, I took sleeping pills, I made deserts my home, I did everything that I could to get rid of your memory, but despite all these efforts, I could not forget you. Even today you are present in me, the more I forget you, the more I miss you and I sit down exhausted💔🥀

I am constantly having difficulty breathing, living life. As if the last breaths of life are coming and there is no oxygen available! Or as if someone is holding my lips tightly and stopping my breath and I am passing every moment in agony. My every breath is becoming heavy, as if the burden of breathing has overwhelmed my body! I see the last hour of death in the very youth of life.🥀💔