W5-“Thinking and Ideas!| Ideas That Failed (and Why)!”

Thinking is the centre of every idea. It is where imagination meets curiosity, where questions turn into possibilities, and where possibilities attempt to become reality. sometimes an idea fails because it is born very quickly in such cases,the idea is not wrong it just comes before it's time.

The idea that I failed was the plan to have parallel A in my hundred level in the university. I did not begin with something foolish. It began as bright and cleared as I planned it and think about it but all the sudden the plan fail which makes me feel like my life life was to change for worst but I didn't give up I hope that what just happened was to change for the better of my tomorrow.

It started with when I used to go for nights class with empty stomach for one month before exam just to make parallel A in my hundred level first semester examination, I thought that I was doing the right thing by reading 6 hours from 8 pm to 2am which if I knew I would have rest in some hours because my plan was to make A parallel in my results but it fails me so since then have just learnt a lesson that I should not kill my self for just something at least we should have some time to rest because you can still put effort to get what you want but it can still fail, I took that my failure as a lesson that I shouldn't give up I study hard to make something presentable even if I failed to be having parallel A.

The original intention behind me reading every time was to grow but it failed because growth requires more than understanding it requires living what is understood. Someone reading a book can open a door for him but only him or her can step through it. It began with a quiet promise and believe I made for myself that reading books every time was supposed to be a door way a path of transformation but it later failed because I thought that everything I planned will always work out easy like that but didn't know that everything we do is by grace.

The reason why my reading kept failing was expectation. Each book I read was like imagination that when exam comes everything I read Will enter not knowing that I was supposed to read books outside the courses I did. There was pressure for instant clarity, instant motivation and motivation from myself but the real change didn't happen when I thought it all it doesn't even change or happen while sitting still to read all times.

Change demand practice, friction and mistakes, not giving up because you have failed to meet up with the plans you have can guide the mind but cannot move the feet so we shouldn't always feel disappointed when we fail you can finish a chapter feeling inspired that you will expect what you read but the next day it felt different. Since then overtime reading feel like progress and It started like proof of failure but I just have in my mind that reading requires presence and focus and we shouldn't give up when we fail we should keep trying.

A downfall of a man is not the end of his life. Failure don't come loudly it comes when U didn't even plan or expect. So , the thing we should do of given another chance is to try another method of escaping failure by pushing harder and harder till we make it. For instance I have been pouring my energy onto the dream I believe it will change my life to give myself another chance. I wake up before sunrise, sleep long and ignore the tired voice inside me that have been telling me to give up In life I keep pushing harder and taking things slowly and over serious never looking at my past failure.

I was wrong when the failure came, it didn't take my dream it gives me confidence and peace to strive harder to become successful, I took every decision over and over again. If I am given another chance, I wouldn't rush in my beginning.The first thing I will do is to listen and to people who have successfully overcome this failure i will ask more questions and be careful. I will accept that my preparation for a new beginning will not be wasted that it will keep everything good for me rather collapsing .

I will also care for myself if I am given another chance. During my first attempt,I believe exhaustion was proof of dedication not knowing that I was supposed to read and rest, but when I finally failed I realized something painful and since then I just kept trying and knowing that if given opportunity I will try to change to see if I will succeed and take my another chance seriously. I therefore invite @bossj 23, @christabella and @ Patrickmike to participate in the contest.