Story of my life pt 2 I was depressed. Thanks @r2cornell

Sometimes I will just wake up and sit down slowly in my thoughts with no one to talk to or rather I decided to stay away from everybody. In all these I was not alone people were there for me people wanted my life to be better people who wanted to make me feel good people cared about me another thing they also felt sorry for me.

I was really messed up, but I was trying my best to forget about what I was going through to concentrate on the task ahead, my sister always told me I have to let go of what has gone and focus on my future and what I can achieve. There are a lot of things to be done once there is life there are a lot of things to think about once there is life and the good part is that I have to thank God because my health is very good. I honestly have to thank God that despite everything He still granted me good health of mind and body.During this period in my life I saw must addicted to alcohol I drank most of the day I was intoxicated and that made me happy to be sincere that was the only thing that made me happy.

My sister kept inviting me to come to steem to come and post about myself talk to people they can help me and then do something for myself instead of staying at home doing nothing I should choose to do what will help me to earn
And make new friends and And also keep myself busy. That was when I met my boss his name @r2cornell And immediately he offered me a job to help curate his accounts and he pays me weekly to be sincere this has made life better for me and people around me, It has helped take away some evil thoughts that constantly came to me when I was spending time alone. Depression is indeed something no one has to experience depression makes you and your life miserable and depression can make you feel like you’re the worst person on earth if you see anyone depressed in your area please help that person.

My boss spoke to me about my situation and what he feels. That made me to rethink about myself and what my sister was telling me, to help myself and do something. I was losing it I was losing my myself I wasn’t allowing my friends to come close to me or anyone at all I love being alone I love spending time alone, I want to use this moment to thank all those who were at my side who worked tirelessly to help me. There’s a new chapter and a new me.