THE DIARY GAME: JUNE 15,2024| I AM TIRED AND EXHAUSTED BUT I AM NOT GIVING UP
Hi everyone!
It's been 15 days since we started our vacation leave. But I have been tired like it's a year already. Taking two young daughters at the same time is exhausting and we had arguments with my husband this morning about on how to discipline these children.
We are a bit worried of the attitude and behavior of our 2-year old eldest daughter. She is very silly and sometimes like to hurt her little sister. I know that it was just a play for her, but it is a burden to us.
I don't know how to fix it. We are not in good terms with my husband right now but he comes with me when I bought milk stock for them after dinner. I have no picture in the pharmacy where we bought milk because it is not allowed to take photos.
I was a bit hungry because I only eat rice porridge for dinner. Then I decided to pass by a fast food store only to find out that tomorrow will be the day of the father.
Tomorrow is father's day. I don't know how to celebrate it but as of this time of writing we are not good terms with my husband. We went in my mother's house because we will sleep there to accompany my mother.
There are times that we argue about the welfare of our children. I became tired easily. I have so many things in my mind and hurtful words were thrown to each one of us.
Even we are not in good terms right now, I choose to dine in with him and order food snacks.
We just dine in with our youngest daughter silently while eating the following;
- yum burger
- budget spaghetti
- french fries
- coke float
A total of P 223.00 or 6 STEEM for this dine in snacks.
I was a bit guilty. Maybe the post-partum depression in me start again that is why I am acting like this. We found a toy store and he bought a bubble toy for Ezra, my eldest.
He was excited to get back to Mother's house because she wants to surprise Ezra with bubbles. They play with the kids and I observed them in the corner. I am happy looking at them enjoyed the night.
When everybody is sleeping, I sat down on my bed and reflect on everything about my life. There are so much to be thankful for rather than counting bad times. I hope, tomorrow morning everything will get fine. Tomorrow is God's day, Sunday, I hope every heart will heal and be ready to worship God.
Thank you all for reading. This has been my diary game today, I am inviting @blessedbee @eliany @patjewell to pass by and weite your diary, too.
Truly,
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Hello dear @jess88, I have read through your post and I truly understand everything, I know you are going through a lot, I am deeply sorry for that, but please don't give up that is your family, you belong there.
I will humbly advice you making peace with your husband first, then you both can work together in bringing your daughter in a way that is good.
Thank you for the invitation.
Yes my friend. This thing shall pass.
I think it is normal to a married couple to have an arguments but everything will ne fine.
Thank you for passing by my friend.
Keep on Steeming.
You are always welcome.
Life on its own is not easy. If you now add marriage life and motherhood to it you will only find that it is even more complicated.
Of importance is that YOU count.
If you don't feel any better, you have to go speak to someone about it. Maybe an elderly person in the church. Don't neglect yourself.
As for your daughter, I call it the "terrible 2's!". Two-year-olds go through a stage when they are just impossible. It should be a phase that she will pass.
Good luck, and yes, don't give up!
thank you for the encouragement my friend. You're maybe a counselor because I find you good in saying words.
Thanks for passing by.
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