There's a time to come and to go. I feel the same like you. It's not easy to always be the jolly one and invest in others to find out they simply don't care. Since this platform is meant for investors I think the best thing you can do for you is to invest in yourself. It's about time. Invest in yourself by being kind, honest to yourself and by saving Steem for your needs.
What will you do this season? Since that's the topic of the Monkey Business. The temp inside is way lower than it is outside and I already have to protect my ears against the cold at night.

A great day/evening to you dear friend. Don't be sad, if people let you go and never listen they aren't friends.