On my deathbed...

I am not filled with regret at the moment because it will only make my case worst, it will make me bitter as I leave. And the thought would concentrate on the things I did wrong rather than the things I did right. I would rather focus on the things I did right than the things I did wrong at the moment, so I can be happy in this last moment.

I have never really cared about what people think of me, I did not live my life to please others because they have their life and I have mine. I make my own choices whether right or wrong, and give less thought to what others might think.

If I had the opportunity to change anything in my life or go back 20 years, I still would not take the offer. I love my life and all the choices I made, the people in my life and the relationships I kept, its lovely. So, I would not want to tamper with such wonderful memories I have kept.

Wow, spending time with family is what I can think of right now. These memories are precious and priceless.

My last purchases were worth the spend; surprise gifts for my family, some gadgets, home appliances, helping tools, and some others I cannot remember.

Family and friends have been around for a while now, and they are quite hopeful I will pull through. Let's hope they are right.

I think I will be remembered in a positive way because I have been a positive influence in the life of quite a lot of people. I cannot estimate the number of years my memory will last with them but it'll be a while. But you know humans, they tend to move on after a while.

Altogether, I think I have lived a good life and I am happy and proud of myself.

Thank you for your time...