To be honest I don't know what I would say. I guess it depends on how I feel and if, who, is around.
Can be it is: leave me alone.
I don't like to be in pain surrounded by people watching me.

I said goodbye to my grandmother before she died but wasn't present as she did. We spoke about what was on her mind and I asked her if she wanted to do, say something or see someone. She said no. Everything was already said.

If it comes to that I feel the same. I tell my children what I think, believe, support them. They know if I die it's not their fault and I want them to make the best out of it (they know what to do, where the money is).

I raised 5 children as a single mom next to a fulltime job.

I agree the older you get the faster time flies by. Now I came to the moment I regret sacrificing my life, working that much instead of building a life of my own. The youngest two will leave within 5 years too.

I do not quiet understand what your father envied you for. A single parents acts, there's no room for thinking twice. It's swimming or drowning. It sounds to me you did a great job raising your daughter but what about you?

It was nice reading/meeting you.
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