Too boring

I have good days, bad days, painful, stressful and disappointing days. There are more bad, as in pain, than good days in my life. I do not have the illusion that will change. It won't, not if it comes to getting better or fortune or being fortunate.
To some, it helps to say "your time will come, one day... you'll see". To me, these are empty words. Words said by people who don't know me, never heard me, don't care, just say something to make me shut up to be able to continue with their life.
I prefer words of honesty. I don't need to hear I look great if I look as if I was hit by a truck. I am a realistic person and although I hate how easily doctors say "you have to live with it" (aka "It's a dead-end I can't help you, no one can") these words are realistic and I... I am a realist. I love tales and stories but I can not deal with fake news, lies to "make me feel better" or for which other reason they are told. For me, it's better to hear the truth, to know what I am dealing with. It makes it easier to find solutions or a way to live with it, my way.
My way can be hard, be easy, lead to the next dead-end but at least it is my choice just like it's my life. I don't feel the need to be number one, the best of all. I don't want to attract attention 24/7 and it's fine with me to be single and alone in a chamber. I am not bored, my world is fine as it is and for sure not boring.

The prompt 'boring' is provided by @mariannewest
(Hive-161155free writers)

CCC = #hive-166850

This is an Invitation to join #ccc for Guaranteed 👍 Daily Income 💵 and Payout 💸 for Newbies (2.0) 🐟 🐜 🐛 in #ccc 👣 and Follow 👣 the Honor Code 🏅 - the Creed (Conditions and Limits Inside)
AND
the latest update <<< please click to read.