a kindred spirit
Whenever I see this word, a nasty champion from League of Legends comes to mind. Am I cooked?
I see you recollected thoughts much more. I may be dissociated, but the way you are makes you channel those past moments. You are a kindred spirit, going back in time with different perspectives. Eventually life will be easier to understand, or you'll just fall off a cliff and the world will see a new Sade. :)
I've never played the game. In what circumstances that they'll use that line?
I still have a lot of unprocessed moments. It gives me a great relief to be able to write about it though when time changes and I might have a new view on it.
Sade must be un-die-able like the phoenix.