I don't know how you get time to write as well. I feel the inconsistent gig work drains you, and the fact that it will not last. This also led me to enter into multiple ventures, but I can't do everything. I enjoy new things.
Having health conditions and working is very easy to get lost in not working at all.
For me fitness and playing games are the things that sustain me. I don't know what I'll do without them including the people that care for me.