It has to be this way, even though it's hard to live this life, trying not to look at the world's calamities, trying not to get scammed or hurt by trying to be a good person. It's not that I consider myself good, but at least I try not to harm anyone. It's a good thing I didn't have a humanities background; if I'd had philosophy in my curriculum, I'd probably be more dissatisfied with life, haha. Anyway, I think your advice is very good. I'll try to write more and not worry so much, even though the future scares me.