Oh, those bills those endless bills. Don't ask about amounts I paid, does bills I had to pay, and not one of them was mine. The bitterness it leaves you it behind that how much you could have done with all that money if you only had... not be that kind, not be that good of trust.

Good family exists. Honest family access helpful does and to same for loyal family. I know because I am that family member, but I never been rewarded with the same kindness, same aid, let alone respect.
Those in need remember me and turn to me even if it's after years, but at the same time there is no one I can turn to. In a way it grew that way. It's simply said: you manage l, you always did and next they turn their back on me.
In a way it was me who taught them that I manage. It was me who never asked for help, never said I can't play those bills, I don't make it unless...

With you I found the lockdown period relaxing. Till today I don't understand all those complaints. Complaints about visiting friends, grandma and going outside. All activities people never or rarely did.

The average person lives isolated, behind a screen and is way more anti social than you can imagine. All those computer addict people felt suddenly bored. Bored?

With you there's also a part who found a way to stay alive, make an income and go for a #betterlife.

We would call it 'making up the bills" in this case reflecting on your life and working at all aspects. Since bills are not just about food and a roof above your head, but also about your mental and physical care.

Will strangers come to your aid? Definitely.

P.s. the part about being the house slave sounds very familiar to me. I refused the offer. No way, I wanted to stay under that roof (and I never returned).

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