I know it is not easy right now feeling the hurt of losing ones money gotten from lot of hardwork and dedication but try and get over it on time and learn from the experience with that you can be a more better person and even have more than you have loosed to the hackers. I feel bad seeing you like this because I always love to read your post. Am sorry for what happened to you please don't allow it bother you too much so that it will not affect your health, be strong remember alot of people love to be like you and admire your zeal and commitment to the crypto world and have taken you to be their role modal. Recover from the hurt as fast as you could, much love.