Overthinking (The Curse)

Hi everyone, hope you all are doing great. In this blog, I'm sharing my thoughts on Overthinking.

Almost everyone has heard of overthinking. I'm gonna share my thoughts on it. I had never experienced overthinking in the past years, but this year I really suffered from overthinking.
Life is not smooth. It has ups and downs but you have to adjust. But being an overthinker it's not easy, you can't go with the flow because it's all in your head. Sometimes I can't even start my day with good vibes.

You know what hurts the most?
That no one's gonna understand you. Sometimes I may think to tell someone but then I think who's gonna listen.
I killed my own happiness by just thinking, isn't that weird??

My overthinking is not only about thinking about what people think of me. I also have fear. Fear of not handling any situation. And believe me, it's worse. I had thought the worst for myself. Like, having an abusive relationship in future, having no one in future, seeing myself on the roads in future. I know it's weird. But literally, I dragged myself into those feelings with full energy that I might have already suffered from those phases in my life. But all I can do is cry out of the bust and have no one to hold.

Well, if I talk about those feelings when you are getting judged is something you hated.

Suppose, you are in a gathering enjoying but then suddenly someone just starts talking about your appearance like how you look or how you need to look.

Then you just start shaking, want to leave that place but you pass those comments with a smile knowing you'll think about this all night.
How can you tell those people that it may take weeks to get over?

That person will start being uncomfortable around people and will talk less.

I'm an overthinker and I know how it feels so I'll always respect those who are kind.
But you know that sometimes I think It's okay that's all in my head.

Thanks, hope you like it.

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