I died And my brother lived || 我死了，而我的兄弟活着

I never forgave my twin brother who abandoned me for six minutes... in my mother's womb and left me there, alone, terrified in the darkness, floating like an astronaut in my mother's belly, listening to the kisses raining down on him on the other side... Those were the longest six minutes of my life, and they ultimately determined that my brother would be the firstborn... and my mother's favorite.

Since then, I have always been ahead of my brother in leaving every place, from the room, from the house, from school, from the cinema - even though that cost me watching the end of the movie.

And one day, I got distracted, so my brother went out to the street before me. And while he was looking at me with his friendly smile, a car hit him. I remember that when my mother heard the sound of the blow, she ran out of the house and passed in front of me, her arms were outstretched towards my brother's body but she was screaming my name.

Until this moment, I have never corrected her mistake...

So I died
And my brother lived

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我永远都没有原谅我的双胞胎兄弟，他在母亲的子宫里抛弃了我，就在那里，独自一人，恐惧地在黑暗中漂浮，像一名宇航员在母亲的肚子里，听着在另一边下着吻的声音……那是我生命中最漫长的六分钟，它们最终决定了我的哥哥将是长子……而且是我母亲最喜欢的孩子。

从那时起，我总是领先于我的兄弟离开每一个地方，从房间、从家里、从学校、从电影院——即使这让我错过了电影的结局。

有一天，我分心了，所以我的兄弟比我先走到了街上。当他用友好的微笑看着我时，一辆车撞到了他。我记得当我母亲听到撞击声时，她从房子里冲出来，走过我面前，伸出手臂朝着我哥哥的身体，但她却在呼喊我的名字。

直到这一刻，我从未纠正过她的错误……

所以我死了
而我的兄弟活了