I understand how heavy this feels, and I admire your strength. You are indeed a warrior.

I want to encourage you not to let fear and worries take over your heart. Instead lean more into God and trust Him completely. God has never failed, He will not start now.

I am a living testimony that God heals, saves, helps, provides, and answers prayers. He is just too faithful to fail even when the road seems uncertain, hold firmly to Him still.

When faced with uncontrollable situations of life. These practices brings relief and good results:

• Listening to worship songs (I recommend Take heart by Hillsong, Grace to Grace by Hillsong, Sovereign Over Us by Michael W Smith, Ocean (where feet may fail) by Hillsong).

• Singing worship songs to the glory of God.
• Listening to gospel messages.
• Watching Gospel Films, (such as Breakthrough by Roxann Dawson and Overcomer by Alex Kendrick)

Finally, always remember you are not alone, God is with you.

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