I prefer them to live in the yard.

Same pinch. But right now I find myself looking out for her or calling her out every few minutes when I don't see her. I like it when she sits with me. But then it's not my home. I wonder if I'd have behaved the same if she were at my place. 🤔

soon I will have to give up under the pressure of Darinka😄

I feel the same. You will have to give in. 😛