I do not have many followers but I will make you visible, and I will tell you the truth, I like what you wrote more than the photo, when reading I was smiling because you say you have no desire to look for the photo and it was what I thought ha ha ha, I also liked the part where you say my skinny friends are waiting for you, I think like this, death is always shown that way, but I don't know anyone who has returned, so it must not be so bad.
A virtual hug and sincerely apologize but it is better to be like that, you know what to wait the true :)