I like the way you express and most importantly how you described that 1st child is the very first experiment. Although I'm the youngest one but because of different circumstances now I abhor being the youngest one I once loved. We all face problems but you are telling your experience that tells that even if you don't want to be mature, you have to. May you be happy. AMEEN
Whether it is the first child or the last, both have different experiences and lessons in life. No one can take another’s place,but they can always support each other.And life is never so simple or smooth for anyone🫠