Drained

Sometimes it feels like our life is completely on track. Problems and worries exist, but their weight does not really affect us. And then suddenly, one thing hits so deeply that it feels like there was never any peace in life, and maybe there never will be again.
Maybe this happens because instead of reacting to small things, we keep them inside ourselves and continue being patient. But after holding everything in for so long, there comes a point where we emotionally reach our limit. Our emotions start looking for any excuse to come out, so all the burden we have been carrying inside can finally be released, and we are forced to pay attention to the feelings we kept ignoring and suppressing.

And when that happens, we feel like isolating ourselves. We start wondering that if we ever truly had good and peaceful moments, then how did we even live through them… and whether those moments will ever come back again.
Emotions are such an important part of life, and expressing them is even more important. But sometimes we only realize this when we become emotionally sensitive to the point that every small thing starts hurting deeply.
And then, even if we try to write about it, the words do not come out properly. Because some feelings are easier to feel than to explain.