Your post really touched my heart. The way you expressed your feelings, especially about your mother, is so emotional and real and i can understand these feelings coz i also miss-extra my grandfather on every occasion. May Allah grant her highest place in Jannah 🤍 It’s true, Eid changes with time but the memories and love always stay with us. Glad your family came together to support each other. And that ‘food hunt’ part made me smile 😄 We also do the same whenever cousins get together, so your post reminded me of those moments. Stay strong, sending lots of prayers your way.