I felt good reading your post that you are relaxed now, and that’s a very good thing. It’s great that you’re not stressing yourself over things anymore, and that’s the best part. When you think that you can do it, then you definitely will. And truly, when someone visits us and we spend such a good time with them, it feels very lonely after they leave.
I don't really know the reason for my happiness but that's okay. A little praise goes a long way - I guess. Thanks!
And yes, it's true that feeling lonely these days is a piece of cake.