I understand how you're feeling. You're absolutely right there are times in life when everything feels overwhelming, and that's completely normal. We can't always be happy or excited. During times like these, do whatever brings you peace and helps you relax. Prioritize yourself and your peace of mind over other people's opinions, because no one knows your heart better than you do. You don't have to follow every trend just because everyone else is doing it. You have every right to have your own opinions, make your own choices, and value them. And remember, this phase will pass too. Spend some time with your friends (means us) and take care of yourself😚