Hello yonaikerurso ,
Very firstly I wanted to tell you that you sre extremely strong . I don't know if you ever wanted to hear this but I said it anyway . I am so proud of you for surviving and coming out of that manipulative, abusive , non sense, irresponsible environment. Many a times people become reckless, way too sensitive and emotional fool after such experiences in life while other grow up stronger , hold themselves and completely get out of everything they were like before .
I don't care about your father at all , nor do i have much respect for him because i don't like irresponsible people. If one is a father then he must be a father or else shouldn't have become one . I am no one to disrespect your father but also not in a feeling to respect him .... if my words in anyway hurt you then i am genuinely sòrry.
You aren't weak so there isn't much that i need to say to you but still . I am proud of you man!
I read your post and it was well written.
Thankyou💛