How did I win and lose at the same time?
As you can see... once again - I only got 4 workouts in this week - instead of 5.
I was so determined!!! But last night, I got a migraine. And when they come, life stops for me. They are unbearable. I can't move and thinking hurts, and I want to cry - but crying hurts too. So I just have to feel every stabbing heartbeat in my skull, in the dark until my pills kick in. So, since I lost that day - I lost for the week.
So if I lost my goals this week... how did I win?
Simple. I DIDN'T push into the dangerzone JUST to win.
In the past, I've had some very unhealthy mindsets and drives - that led me into a cycle of extreme behaviors. Last night, I could have let my determination to get that goal push me into more pain JUST so that I could have reached my goal.
Which - is absolutely HUGE for me. I mean - HUGE.
I was more proud of myself for protecting my mind and heart.
HOWEVER, I also thought of how I WOULD have had an extra day to skip HAD I worked out Sunday - Wednesday. So.... even though I'm proud of myself for doing what was really best for me - I AM going to work out starting tomorrow - JUST IN CASE I need a day off in the week again.
So - I feel like I have a plan!
a good one
and my loss was also a win!
And my loss is someone else's gain - because HIVE is going into the Dreemsavingsfund today NOT for me, but for someone at Christmas time!!
so next week will I GET to put HIVE into that account for ME again??? hahahaha
let's hope so!
oh by the way - Fitbit gave me this adorable badge when I hit 12345. hahahahaha
It's a minion!!! and I don't know what the significance is between 12345 and Stuart the Minion - maybe someone else knows.
my total for today was 14k+ woooot :)
And last but not least.... I went up 55+ in the ranks this week!!! Thanks @pjansen!!
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