It shouldn't be like that, dear! I also like to do things right or not at all, but putting your health, your real life, your family at risk is no virtual playground worth the world! I said this to @patjewell and she didn't manage to hit the emergency brake in time: please take care of yourself and do what's good for you. A little bit more for my sake ;-)) And then think of yourself! I love reading you here - but only when I know you're doing well!