Thank you @varignon. I appreciate you reading my post and leaving a comment. I have always been interested in traveling to India. I am definitely interested in reading that book where he learns woth the guru. I have read the way of the peaceful warrior. Thankfully a college course I took actually required it as a reading assignment and we would have class discussions on it. Anyway thank you again for your post. Very relatable for me as spiritual awakening can often appear as mental illness for some and it can be very difficult to make the "transition" without a living guide. Good job for having the courage to share and keep up the good work .