Hi, no matter what surrounds you , or what situation you find yourself , please stay strong . The truth is, no one can make you happy other than yourself. Embrace the true you , which is that beauty on your inside . Do not ever think low of yourself or let anything define your joy. Live freely never being afraid of what your tomorrow will be because it's in the hands of Jesus. Just confess it and tell Jesus what you want and desire and he is willing and able to make it manifest. This depression isn't yours . It's just a name looking for its victim . Stay happy dear. Be good.