One-day writings.

Every day is like a new awakening. I have to say that it's difficult not to question things every day, to think about whether every effort I make is worth it, every single thing. Why do I say that? Because it's not easy to be used to sharing with so many people, family, acquaintances, and then simply putting things aside. Everything is for a better future, I repeat that to myself every day when I talk to myself, but is it really for my future? Or who am I doing it for? Every day I have created more questions in my mind than I can answer. Maybe that's part of what's making me write these texts? I don't know, but even so, here I am, trying to express myself on a screen, regardless of who might read me.

Maybe my words and texts will just stay there. Maybe no one will appreciate them. But even so, I feel free and happy to be able to express all these texts. I consider them one of my best ways to drain things, release some of the burdens, and thus be able to continue striving every day to achieve the things I want.

With each text, what I do is simply question myself more, because of the fact that what do I want? Is it subject to the goals I have in mind right now, or is it something that just comes to mind? Do I want to have stability? Is that all we want? Maybe mine goes in another direction. I just want peace, to be calm, and to enjoy the little moments, words from a small being in this vast world.