@beautifulbullies please do try and visit your grand parents. You grand dad does exactly what my grand dad would have done. When we when younger we always go to his place for the weekend and he will always buy us sweets we loved him so much because when ever we wanted something he always gave it to us. He would always help with technical home works and during resumption he would help us wrap our books to prevent them from tearing. He taught me how to speak the bini language and and how to set animal traps. When the moon was full he would always tell us tales by the moon light. But then he feel sick; he had diabetes. I kept on postponing the day I would go and visit him. The day I was finally going to visit he gave up before I got to the hospital. Till today I still feel guilty because with all he did for me I couldn't go to the hospital to visit. He was the one who named me fona meaning perfect though the full name is Osaofona meaning only God is perfect. So please @beautifulbullies no matter what, no matter the awkwardness just try and visit and you will see that it's not going to be as awkward as you thought.