My Tired Life Two Year On Steemit Anniversary Post!!!

Oh wow!! 2 years! What a wild ride. I became addicted and unload unto the steemit. Throw all the thoughts and notions out into the cyberspace blog! Space right out! I found a space after myspace and that place was steeemit! Right now there is a lightning storm outside. Perfect capturing of the wild steemit ride through the past years. I needed to express something somewhere and it happened! I should not worry about price, place or popularity. Just keep belting it out, even bellowing out! I want to keep on the trippy ride, I want to trip more, feel good getting into a groove state.

I have learned allot and come a long way in the last two years. Being able to express and having a bit of a following has helped me stay level, stay real. I am able to journal and review the day every day on The Steemit! Now I am expanding the outlet I feel with life shifts. I want to document arts and songs I create too. I can post anything of interest. Lately the situation is stabilizing more than ever. Even more than ever since I got onto steemit. I will be able to post more of a variety soon I think. There are many ideas I wanted to develop. Many concepts in the back of the mind. Felt I was always in that drone mode, now it seems it could change up fairly quickly. Still it's the same too, I won't change too much, it's all in the subtleties.

I'm getting more inspired to make that art gallery! Also add some sound to it. This is a good space for talking about stress or whatever you want. It's helped me work through problems just being able to post here. Create art about it, talk about it, post it up and put it out there. Get through the stress mess I didn't create, find how to address it. Now that I think of it putting out the creative expression here is the best practice. I can put out any character I want. Let it loose, steemit is a good testing ground for ideas.

All in all it's been a great 2 years here!! All the best to the rest! I want to get crazy, I want to break out, I've had cabin fever so bad in life, wanted to express so bad, tired of the culture, consumerism, sentimental t.v. shows...just culture that insults your intelligence in general. The school and medical systems with the cynicism behind it. I believe in a different vision of the world beyond the hype or mere stereotype. Tired of people just calling each other names and saying they are being opinionated or political. Find a different way to say it. I think I'm saying I'd like the whole tune of society to change. The military mentality must be discredited.

Inspired to get into more art and music expressions soon. It's been a long time coming. Finally had some times off this last week, in recovery. Soon will go on a little trip before the summer ends. That should help clear me up some too. Then I can dedicate more time to the crafts I want to do. I am fairly alone ready for a break out, just to be involved in community at least, not looking for many friends or to be a part of anything. Find something worth talking about. Keep on the mission to make sense and be heard. Even emote what was thought un-expressible.Be able to tell the tale and turn the table. Utilize wushu for chair culture.