Haha I did, actually ;) I always have big thoughts going through the back of my head, so it was normal. A bit of Christmas, a bit of existential angst. All good.:))

As for abstinence, perhaps you have a good point here. Although I keep thinking yeah, but you might die the next day and never get to that delayed pleasure :) and does it count if I abstain for a day? :D
Jokes aside, I do agree that absence makes the heart grow fonder and all that. Anything can become normal and that in turn can prove quite dangerous for you.

I think there's a lot more to be said about porn addiction, especially among young people. Because while I do believe there's pleasure to be had, I also think a lot of it comes from a sense of fear, of disappointment, of embarrassment. There's something safe about a pornographic video, because after all, you control it, it's just an image on your screen. It can't hurt you or reject you and I doubt it will laugh at you because you're bad at it (fears that are present in a young person's head). But it's a very good point. Thank you for commenting! :)