THE BABY

I was on College when I started to have a boyfriend, secret boyfriend. I don’t want my parents to know anything about it because I know they wouldn’t let me. Years of hiding, finally I am graduating. The day comes and continue my life.

After two years, I still don’t what them, my parents, to know about him until something happen. Second month of the year I noticed that my menstrual cycle was delayed for a week. I keep on asking him, “Did you intend to make me pregnant? Do you know signs of it, Months passes by my mom already asking me and I’m denying that I am pregnant, saying that I am only irregular. Then six months came, I feel different. I feel like there is something round and hard to touch in my body, so what we did was to go hospital. I actually thinks that I have illness rather than being pregnant.

At the hospital, the doctor already noticed bump in my body which I still denying that I am a pregnant. What the doctor did is have a conversation with me alone.

,”Oh my God!” saying on my mind. I don’t what to think what to do and most likely how to tell it to my mom!
Here we go, the doctor told me to say it at home so that I can be able to explain besides I’m on my age.

At home, I called mom and dad to talk to. So here it is, mom was so disappointed. So mad at me. I feel nothing but disappointed. I have nothing to speak out but to cry. They want to speak and see the guy. Night of the same day, he come with his aunt. It supposed to have a marriage between us but it didn’t because my dad decided not to until the guy stand for his self and be able to feed us, to have a family.

Days, Months passes I gave birth to beautiful little girl and I feel so grateful to have her in my arms and in my life. I thought when I’m about to give birth there is something bad will happen. I’m so exhausted and the doctors and nurses are so rude that they actually put a round towel on my mouth and slap me! My baby is turning blue because of the situation I can’t push my baby out.

Now, my daughter is turning two years old this coming October, so clever and cute too! I am so happy that I have her. Mom and Dad are happy too, after all they still love me and my daughter.

Single mom? It’s okay as long as she’s with me. I’ll take good care of her, always!