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RE: Last Week I Attempted to End My Life and Woke Up in the Hospital.
Offing yourself is a waste of potential lovely..!
Can't say I didn't have a few close calls when I was younger but the fact you are still here means something. Take from it what you will. As a guy that lives with constant pain and a touch of the crazy I can imagine how it is.. Hell I can still remember how it was.
Chin up. If you need to talk let me know. No need to keep to yourself if you are hurting silly girl.. You've got support / friends here.
Aw thanks so much Klye.
I am actually still alarmed because I looked up what I OD'd on and it is very often fatal and surprising I am alive but heart issues and failure are an effect of overdose and I have this heart issue and was sent home with a monitor so I feel like any minute I might plop after having changed my mind....
But hopefully these are unwarranted fears. I have been alive for 6 days since taking them? ( ._.)
Thanks so much for the comment and support. :)
Let the anxiety go.. :D If you're anything like me (which you are) you are your own worst enemy and freak yourself out more than needed. Breath, relax and realize it's all just experience.
Humans are incredibly resilient against death for the most part. Spent years on a self destruction path when I was younger and the age old "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger" has some sort of truth to it. Take care of yourself and appreciate the little things.
Shit gets too stressful or shitty reach out. Nearly always around and a simple message away. Glad you are still around. :)
I felt pretty indestructible until my best friend with identical lifestyle choices to mine died in her bathtub at the age of 27. Now, I know I am not indestructable. But you are right, anxiety is the LAST thing I need. :) Thanks.
We are but mere mortals. Sure we can try and off ourselves but it doesn't work... something as simple as a bacterium can take us out n kill us.. 0_0
Life is to short to worry about dying. It's the only guaranteed thing in life.. Why rush it? :P The highs, lows, pain and bliss are all parts of the experience. Past is the past, Now is fleeting and the future is completely open for us to mold into what we like. We got this!
These chest pains tho. O_O
I agree. I just hope I didn't shorten my future to like next week.
but psychosomatic stuff is real...so... I should stop
Yep. Mind over everything. :)