Hi! Even though I don't know you, I felt a bit of a connection with how you feel. Although I'm lucky enough not to be sick, or at least not aware of it, I lack motivation.

Life sometimes turns out completely different from how we dreamed it, but as the saying goes, when life gives you lemons, make lemonade. It's very likely that this phrase was coined by someone who never has had real problems.

In any case, I hope that writing again will be the way you can feel better, as well as reconnect with old friends here.