It's a somber piece- beautiful and well written. If I can make a small suggestion for this sentence:

"happy and joyful when it needs to be but, it always gets the hate coming to help it not find it purpose within the colors."

I think the comma should be moved to this position ""happy and joyful when it needs to be, but it always"

I could be wrong though, which in case, nevermind =)

Thanks for your work.