Yeah, I could tell by your comment on Hive! I almost cried reading it. I once told you that I'm clumsy with words. Believe it or not, I've lived a relationship almost like yours, so it's not hard for me to put myself in your shoes. It didn't take me 15 years to get over it, but it did cost me something. It was also because of my pride, arrogance, ego and all those things that are not good that deteriorated my relationship. I was someone's queen too, but in this case it was me who destroyed the castle. Sad! :(