First: Your painting and its serenity is wonderful.
And with the wish for yourself to have quiet, space and stillness... why not? If you do not feel sad and depressed, but simply have the need for some quiet time... I cannot see something bad in this. You are allowed to take so much peaceful time as you need. Sometimes the world is overwhelming... some people react by watching serials, by reading or knitting, some do sports, others need stillness. Sometimes a mix of everything is helpful to bring onesself into a balance.
If you are feeling better by having time for yourself, this seems to be a working strategy for your.
Sending you love and peace <3
Thank you dear for understanding. It's odd sometime to think of yourself that way, since like everything is hurrying us up to be social..And I consider myself social being, but with several dear people :)