A Cue

in #life6 years ago

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Broken glass
Tears of books
Shuffle the clothes
Pillow
Blanket
Chaos .. Inef can only ruffle his hair while crying, pause for a moment, then cry again. A great sense of annoyance was being felt by him.

Tonight is Saturday night. A supposedly beautiful evening for Inef and other young people. But not for the present time. Tonight was a disaster for Inef for his impatience stemming a very heavy sense. Inef would have to accept it as a bitter reality in his life. Two men cause it.

Bram, this man has been in the life of Inef for a long time. Since I met in high school. This man is what makes him feel in love, Inef also felt as if feel that Bram is also love himself. Inef really understand the signs of love. Bram is shy, in terms of expressing a feeling. For him love is his duty to love, love does not need to be loved. Such was Bram's principle known to Inef after asking Faiz, Bram's close friend.

This is what makes Inef so sure that Bram is his true love, his life partner. Bram is known as a sincere and romantic. Many incidents that Inef says are a sign of a love. One of them at school farewell. To Inef, Bram whispered that Inef be patient if he wished.

The next five years, after the breakup that made them never meet again. Inef still feels Bram is his soul mate, who also loves him. This belief that makes Inef willing to wait until five this year. This year is the last year Bram completed his education in Singapore. This five-year wait is an expectation based on a belief in a self-created gesture.

Come to think of it, five years waiting for Inef to be realized for a long time. Something he felt was blocking. Inef feels himself being hung up without any certainty. Bram is like most men who like to give false hope to women. Moreover, this feeling was born from a gesture, which he realized was the wrong gesture and very inappropriate. This gesture is the smell of durian on the road. Then disappear, fragrant but false.

Amid the confusion of Inef will be a gesture. Faiz suddenly came to his home and vividly expressed his love for Inef. This situation certainly only adds Inef confused only. Not finished he thought about Bram, came Faiz with his love. The presence of Faiz raises two possibilities for Inef. First, the seeds of growing new treachery or it could be the answer to Bram's uncertainty. Once again, Inef is not really clear to decide this.

"Sorry Faiz, I can not accept it now." Reject Inef did not bother.

Inef had just denied a Faiz just because of the Bram he had just hesitated a few minutes ago. Inef in fact still hold hope to Bram. The gesture is still being taken to decide this complex. Great gestures. Between Inef and Bram when there is absolutely no communication so far.

The longer the wait should be to affirm the longing, but for Inef to wait only makes it hesitate. Until now there is no sign of Bram's return. There was now Faiz's face in his mind. Presumably his mind began to clear, it was possible to determine his best decision.

The refusal of Inef in Faiz a few days ago he realized as something ridiculous. The obvious love in front of him he wasted away. While the vague love of a gesture was preserved. Inef felt that he had hurt a Faiz. He desires to apologize to him as soon as possible. At that moment, Inef thoughtlessly visited Faiz's house.

"Faiz, I'm deliberately facing you for a new answer to the question you raised some time ago. I accept your love. I love you."

Inef had just decided something critical in his life. The belief that Faiz was the answer to Bram's uncertainty made them start a new relationship. Started tonight, after Inef said love.

The night is getting older, Inef leaves for home. Bring a flavor, slightly wipe the wound.

A tall man from a distance was seen pacing in front of the door. Inef walked slowly to his house. The closer and more curious.

This is what makes Inef so sure that Bram is his true love, his life partner. Bram is known as a sincere and romantic. Many incidents that Inef says are a sign of a love. One of them at school farewell. To Inef, Bram whispered that Inef be patient if he wished.

The next five years, after the breakup that made them never meet again. Inef still feels Bram is his soul mate, who also loves him. This belief that makes Inef willing to wait until five this year. This year is the last year Bram completed his education in Singapore. This five-year wait is an expectation based on a belief in a self-created gesture.

Come to think of it, five years waiting for Inef to be realized for a long time. Something he felt was blocking. Inef feels himself being hung up without any certainty. Bram is like most men who like to give false hope to women. Moreover, this feeling was born from a gesture, which he realized was the wrong gesture and very inappropriate. This gesture is the smell of durian on the road. Then disappear, fragrant but false.

Amid the confusion of Inef will be a gesture. Faiz suddenly came to his home and vividly expressed his love for Inef. This situation certainly only adds Inef confused only. Not finished he thought about Bram, came Faiz with his love. The presence of Faiz raises two possibilities for Inef. First, the seeds of growing new treachery or it could be the answer to Bram's uncertainty. Once again, Inef is not really clear to decide this.

"Sorry Faiz, I can not accept it now." Reject Inef did not bother.

Inef had just denied a Faiz just because of the Bram he had just hesitated a few minutes ago. Inef in fact still hold hope to Bram. The gesture is still being taken to decide this complex. Great gestures. Between Inef and Bram when there is absolutely no communication so far.

The longer the wait should be to affirm the longing, but for Inef to wait only makes it hesitate. Until now there is no sign of Bram's return. There was now Faiz's face in his mind. Presumably his mind began to clear, it was possible to determine his best decision.

The refusal of Inef in Faiz a few days ago he realized as something ridiculous. The obvious love in front of him he wasted away. While the vague love of a gesture was preserved. Inef felt that he had hurt a Faiz. He desires to apologize to him as soon as possible. At that moment, Inef thoughtlessly visited Faiz's house.

"Faiz, I'm deliberately facing you for a new answer to the question you raised some time ago. I accept your love. I love you."

Inef had just decided something critical in his life. The belief that Faiz was the answer to Bram's uncertainty made them start a new relationship. Started tonight, after Inef said love.

The night is getting older, Inef leaves for home. Bring a flavor, slightly wipe the wound.

A tall man from a distance was seen pacing in front of the door. Inef walked slowly to his house. The closer and more curious.

"Inef .. it's me." This man knew of Inef's presence and went straight to him.

Known Inef, This man turned out to be Bram, who had been waiting for his return. Can only confuse and awkward this woman in her presence. Must talk what Inef to him. While he had just established a relationship with Faiz, none other than Bram's best friend.

The sounds of the night crickets accompanied both encounters. Inef is just silent and seems to stem the tears that are so painful. Then enter the house without saying a word to Bram.

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