Seems like you are on a journey of self discovery, discovering who you really are and has become more aware of of the world and the struggles and sufferings of the people around you. Having made some dicoveries you seem dishearten and discouraged. I am bring you a story of hope. You are not helpless, you can do something. You may not be able to do big things be reassurred even the smallest thing can make a major difference in the live of others. Check out this story of hope about how one person can change the live of others