where is my Love

Love can be a reason in making you accept life
Smiley forehead
It is possible to make you accept a wooden box to be buried in
The dirt

Forgotten promises have nothing but a solution ... either to remain hanging in the hope that it will
One remembers and achieves it, and either is thrown into the bottom of the shadow and despair
Inside us to be dressed with diamonds,
But over time we find them floating on the surface of our memories to remind us of what we did ..
How we forgot those promises, what prompted us to do so
Is it the time that has passed between us? ..Am dimension that hampered our dream
When I remember the war I saw that I was selfish and foolish, I walked the way
The second I threw my nakedness in the bottom of my darkness and despair but my choice .. I left myself
But thinking
This happened a long time ago, when we were still in our seventeenth spring, from
We were ?! It was me and he .. He and .. This and this .. Like any two linked
, The beginning was a look and then a word and then a sentence and then a date
So start all the stories of love if you want my opinion .. And finally discover it
It was just a period of more. You know about adolescence.
The period in which a person believes in his intellectual maturity and his belief that his mind
The best hundred times of opinion or belief of others
That period in which you always say (I am right .. I do not know you)
Perhaps most characterized by this period is my feelings Fayadp and sensitive,
My feelings, which had begun to see the world a new perspective and rate to fill
With the thoughts that my mind began to form
My feelings, which were as sensitive as a candle dancing in a storm,
A breath of air suffices her to make her suffer and shake deeply. But she refuses submission
For the wind and refuse to blow, shaky but coherent .. They tried to put it down as much as
You are able to shake it or put out its power, but it will remain steadfast
Expressing my feelings
The only thing I have learned from all this mor is that our feelings are
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Right unruly and tough braking, be dreamy in a world of beautiful fantasy gee
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Warm
Makes the look a wonderful nipple, and makes the touch bosom
So I was in this period that I formed my personality with her .. But he was
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Different, it was true that he was a teenager like Tammy but he was different, so you see
They are always standing, different and distinct from girls, regardless of their stupidity
And his confusion ..
But he was really different .. I did not understand the composition of his day, perhaps this is what made me fall in
Love it !!
He was unnerving to me. He was quarreling with me for his orders
Bgbai .. In the middle of my marriage with him was always interrupted by saying (love you)
It was a mixture of kindness and anger in a way beyond description ... it was always
I feel like his love .. He did not spare me days
A day I have not been a supporter of this nonsense about inner beauty and how it is more important than
But I began to believe in him from deep down, because he had two
Beauty interior and exterior
And with him I began to sense that the world does not have what is the most beautiful and existential with him,
This was the effect of love ... the love of a naive adolescent ... we were just two teenagers
Ahmakan is flooded with love and no problem in this
The problem came a year later .. And then the cell was saturated with love, and all
Our dreams and dreams are growing, so that one door will be closed to us and we will be together
This year and for some circumstances .. our family had to move, I did not care
There is only one thing that I can do
His vision .. This sensitive equivalent to one hundred horror films and one hundred hammer marginalized my heart
Our meeting was a dramatic one .. In this meeting I cut and several of him that I will return,
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We will marry and live only
He said, "I will wait for you here."
The sad truth here is that everything is easier than deed. I'm Domata I thought
That the special person is the one who says what he will do, and always looked at myself
I am a special person, but we all look for the same look
Those are false and needless to pray idols here
No matter how much I tried to remember how it began I could
I do not remember the first time I forgot it, and for that year I began to admire it
For that .. And that time
For the young man who ...
Which we have just begun to talk about
I can not mention an egg when I found it to ask for my hand, and when I agreed
From him .. When we married and when gave birth to a child to marry !!
How did you allow him to touch me?
I've forgotten him. It's been a long time
By making a promise or remembering any adolescent
But I remember every moment that had passed since he saw me once after seven
For years, it was a joy and a great gesture
I remember how he saw me standing with my four-year-old and my husband and my entire family
As for our home, I did not dare then look at him but I saw him
I remember how Abu Bakhefna was treated and asked him to speak to him privately
The echo of his laughter echoed in my ears as he came up with us to the house and sat down with
My father in the guest room, he thought I did not get married and my father thought it was
He flirted and led m to the marriage of my cousin
I still remember that look that came out of my father's house,
And how his strong eyes were looking at me from behind the glasses.
But I did not see exactly what happened next, maybe my eyes would not go down
(Why), but I remember the meaning
His look was clearly screaming
(Why betrayed my promise) ?!
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Then I did not know where I had disappeared and where to go, all I wanted was to run away
And to any place, enough of what you have caused him from every M, I have wronged him and betrayed him, I wanted to
I met him right to tell him that I have reasons .. I wanted to tell him everything, I wanted
I cry with him
He waited for me only seven years to complete his life with me ... and when he came last he found
That my heart has already gone to another place .. What kind of nath am I?!
There is no longer a place in my heart for AD and as I think there is no longer a place in his heart of
For joy .. so I tried to run away from the house and reach you .. to your address
Old when I was living next to you
But my husband and my family prevented me and my screams, my crying and my bad feelings about them
.. They locked me in the house .. Lol that my parents are afraid of their reputation, they were Salmoni
For the insane hospital
Imagine that my husband tied me up with a mattress for two months and was not even allowed to see my son