Finding myself

This article is going to be a more of a personal reading for you and something that I want to share with you. As you all know @azension and I are partners, or as I warm heartily joke partners in crime =3.

I'm very thankful that we met 1,5 year ago when I needed it the most. We exchanged phone numbers and kept in touch through texts, he kept me sane so I didn't lose myself in that madhouse I was in at that time. He helped me get a stable ground and sort of find my own path that I was meant to take. I was sinking so deep that I was grasping everything and everyone to prevent myself from sinking any deeper and unfortunately took everything with me to the deep. But without knowing I had hit the rock bottom, or so I thought and was so lost but at the same time sort of knowing deep inside me that I had to do something, but I didn't know how and suppressed the feeling because of fear.

To start over I left town, but we still kept in touch and moved in with a friend which later showed wasn't a good friend at all and someone I didn't need in my life. Unfortunately, that person even destroyed me further when I thought I couldn't sink deeper into the ground and that persons own family was very shattered.
After this, I come back and didn't function normally and Azension knew this and did his best to help me to find myself and keep me sane. I've behaved very bad at times which I'm not proud of at all and he took every explosion I had when my emotions and brain overworked itself and all I was were emotions and tried my best to heal and swim to the surface. Just recently I sort of found myself and are so much calmer and happier than I have ever been. I still have some left on my path to be completely free but I'm on a good way to achieve that goal.

I really hope that you who are reading this has someone like Azension around you, to help you go further and be happy.

Love,
Sarfine